Thanks for the info, guys. 
i will certainly add this to my search roundtable. (I spend around 14 or so hours a day online. If I sleep. Otherwise its ALL day.)
I promise to take it gently Huli. truly, i have no real choice in the matter.
The main thing I am looking for is a way to increase my flexibility/strength. Every day is a battle because I am constantly tempted (due to the severity of the pain) to sit very still. My pain doc and I have been working on regulating my activity level down to where i can exist on the meds i currently take. (400 odd mg of morphine a day plus lidocaine patches, e-stim, muscle relaxers, and since my O2 level is so suppressed, occasionally supplemental oxygen. Yeah, I’m a mess.
) I have to fight the urge to be a slug somehow and start working my core muscles or I will be in a wheelchair soon.
And Huli, 70-80% would be a GODSEND.
No joke.
(Heck 10% is worth most of what i own.
The truly frustrating thing is that I KNOW of a treatment that totally relieves my pain instantly, and keeps it away for 6-8 hours.
Early on after the onset of the non-stop agony, I saw an ER doc from back East that was doing some teaching in one of the local med centers. He gave me a ?‘bursitis’? shot above my left hip with a needle the size of a gun barrel.
I didn’t feel a thing!
And it WORKED!
The first shots had lidocaine and steroids in them, but for a month or so, twice a week, I would go in for just a straight lidocaine shot. (The nurses were always amazed that I didn’t react to the size/depth of the shots. I tried explaining that the pain was so severe it masked any from the shot, but I don’t think they understood.) The shots worked and worked well. Until. My insurance and medicaid refused to pay for such “experimental therapy”.
At $150 twice a day, I cannot afford it either.)
(There was also some concern that the lidocaine shots would degrade the surface/strength of the bone, but that had only been shown to occur with the mixed steroid shots in studies. no one has ever done a straight lidocaine study.) So I make due with what I have.
Sorry to be so specific. I REALLY don’t want to come across as crying out for sympathy or attention. Mainly I think that you folks are some of the brightest, most diverse peer group around. Between Lama’s known credentials, and Acci’s apparently bottomless font of life experience/knowledge (not to mention all of the life/professional experience everyone else has around here) I figured that maybe we could come up with some fresh ideas. After all, I have been fighting this daily battle for over a decade now.
So thank you. Seriously. Without you kind folks letting me whine/spout off around here, and then giving me something worthwhile to do throughout the dark hours, i really don’t think i would have made it through the last two plus year. {truth} So thank you.
Now then, back on topic: If I practice hard/long enough, Smerk, do I get to swing around one of those shiny sharp things that I saw you using in a video last year?
-sorry for the horrid spelling etc-